tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897935534948597852024-02-08T07:00:45.817-08:00~ * absolutely pika pika *~Absolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-589793553494859785.post-37603687460504775092010-09-04T15:31:00.000-07:002010-09-04T16:02:16.812-07:00Dia yang baru saja tiba ......The first time I saw his name on my bbm contact at the bbm group, I felt, I don't wanna be your friend,bcoz u share the same name with someone whom I loved but complicated that time and bcoz u're lil bit chubby (I guess this not a good reason). But then,I add him as a contact, I don't the reason why I changed my mind, after that we started as a friend, just friend. But if I make weird, (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ )status he always contact me, we're talking bout lot of things like an old friend. After few months, bcoz of some simple things, sushi, sop kambing and es teler, we become close then we made a commitment, up to now, I still can't believe what happened to us? But he always said that god works in a mysterious ways, and the example of that is us...., at the first time when he said,he loved me... I felt flattered, happy, excited,unbelieavable but then I said, I loved him too, but to be honest I didn't feel anything to him. But after a couples time my feeeling through him is grow and grow and grow and I guess that feeeling is lil big rite now. Hempppphhh gw rasa ini suatu hubungan yg beresiko bgt, awalnya gw takut...., sumpah takut banget, karena dy adalah sepupu big boss gw d kantor, only god know how far is our distance social level, dan ya ampuuuuuuun, dri dlu gw ga suka berhubungan ma cowo tajiiiiiirr, takut gw, takut dy dan keluarganya ga bisa nerima keadaan gw, takut disangka i'm just chasing hid money, huaaaaaa padahal yg ada dipikiran gw, apabila seandainya kami berjodoh, menikah, gw cuma mikir waaahh senangnya nanti kita nganter anak k sekolah bareng, ngurus dy, dan lain2<br />Ooohh Tuhaaaaaan, what should I doooo? Gw dah terlanjur sayang banget ma dy...., dan gw sangat berharap bs jadi istrinya (walopun berat mikirin kluarganya),gw takuut kita ga bs lanjut k apa yg kami rencanakan, gw ga mau gagal lagi, gw dah trauma dgn rasa sakit ditinggalkan oleh org yg sgt gw cintai...., kdg klo inget sakit d masa lalu, ampe saat ini hati gw nyesek, gw dah ga peduli ma mantan gw, cuma rasa sakit itu kok spertinya masih ada, itu adalah my worst nightmare dan gw harap cuma terjadi 1x dlm seumur hidup gw, amiiiiiin.<br />Yaaaaa Allah, kabulkanlah doa kami yaaa Allah, smoga apabila kami baik untuk masing2, berikanlah jalan untuk kami ya Allah, sperti yg dy bilang, aku menjdi masa depannya....,smoga kami dpt menerima kelebihan dan kekurangan masing2, bisa saling mendukung satu sama lain, mengingatkan apabila ada yg salah, dan menjadi teman d saat suka dan sedih, dan smoga aku dpt menjdi wanita sperti yg dy inginkan, menjadi kekasih, sahabat dan ibu dari anak kami..., amin ya Allah<br />Btw when he called me bunda, aduuuuuuhh serasa gimana gituuuuuuuuuuAbsolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-589793553494859785.post-42340223019230794052008-11-10T07:14:00.000-08:002008-11-10T07:18:55.792-08:00eat your meal on your own dish !!!<strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">Huuuu, sebel dech.., ni org ga ngerti apa kata2 "EAT UR MEAL ON UR OWN DISH" heran dech gw ma makhluk satu ini.., ga pernah puas ma apa yg dah dimilikin.., plis dech..., klo lo dah punya makanan di piring lo.., knapa siy musti ngambil makanan di piring laen.., kasi kesempatan dunks bwt org yg di piringnya ga ada makanan!!!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">tapi mang ni anak satu ini yg temen2 gw biasa nyebut si Tiny nyebelin.., suka ngambil jatah kerjaan orang.., n pura2 ga merasa bersalah geto.., n the worst thing bwt gw.., dy slalu "ngambil" cowo2 gw.., hikkkksss jangan dunks bwt yg satu ini.., pliiiiiiiiiiiissssss gw dah bosen, milik gw diambil ma lo truuuuuuus, pliiiiiiiis</span></strong>Absolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-589793553494859785.post-23485547062504995302008-11-07T07:28:00.000-08:002008-11-07T07:31:19.620-08:00Pasrah<span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>gw masi blom ngerti apa yg dimaksud dengan pasrah di sini..,</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>bukan dalam berperang atau apa...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>tapi pasrah dalam berdoa...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>misal.., </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>apabila kita menginginkan sesuatu..</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>kita berdoa kepada Tuhan agar doa itu dikabulkan</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>nah.., banyak yg bilang agar doa tersebut terkabul</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>kita harus pasrah....</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>gw masi ga ngerti.., </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>how???</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>coz dlm pikiran gw..., pasrah dalam berdoa</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>berarti kita hanya memohon kepada Tuhan tanpa berusaha...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>misalnya</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>Ya Tuhan.., aku menginginkan bla bla bla tapi smuanya kupasrahkan kpadamu...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>apakah itu yg dimaksud dengan pasrah dlm berdoa ?</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>karena dalam pikiran gw.., </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>apabila kita menginginkan sesuatu.., </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>doanya seperti ini :</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>Ya Tuhan, aku menginginkan bla bla.., </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>aku mohon Engkau mengabulkan permintaan ku, amin</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>karena hal tersebut memang benar2 apa yg kita inginkan..<br /> </strong></span>Absolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-589793553494859785.post-67643126996926515952008-11-04T03:42:00.000-08:002008-11-04T04:04:34.344-08:00ada temen gw yg bilang <strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">LOVE EASY COME EASY GO....</span></strong><br />waktu itu gw ga percaya.., tapi pas ngalamin. ada bener nya juga loh...<br />ni buktinya.., tapi musti balik dulu k beberapa waktu yang lalu yaaaaaaa<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />taun 2007<br /><br />wiii gw lupa tepatnya bulan apa.., pokonya agak2 akhir taun 2007 dech skitar bulan september-oktober..<br />ada cowo yg mulai deket ma gw.., sebut aja Mr X, my first impression to him.., "penjahat kelamin", playboy.. hahaha.., tapi gw tetep deket ma dy as a friend.., abis orgnya kocak plus gila abis..., nah pas skitaran bulan yg gw sebut di atas tadi..., kita mulai deket.. (maksudnya, dy mulai deketin gw) rajin bgt SMS, telfon gw.., gw sey anggepin biasa aja.., coz gw juga lagi SMS-an ma cowo laen..., tapi berhubung si cowo laen ini ga mungkin jadian ma gw krn bnyk hal.., so gw mulai mikir, yaaa OK dech gw tanggepin si Mr X ini..., lama2 telfon2 nya dy.., SMS2 nya dy jadi kebiasaan.., gw jadi addicted.., sehari dy ga telfon or SMS bawaanya pusing.. hehehe<br />akhirnya abis SMS-an, telfon2an.., kita mulai sering jalan bareng... n ujung2nya jadian dech<br />huuu gw <span style="color:#ff99ff;">SAYANG</span> plus <span style="color:#ff99ff;">CINTA</span> bgt ma dy..., pokonya i'll give everything for him, even my soul!!! lebay banget yaaa, tapi mang gw cintaaaa banget ma dy... sayang bgt ma dy...., klo dy sakit.., gw pengen gw aja yg sakit bwt gantiin dy,.. tapi ternyata apa yg gw kasih ma apa yg gw terima ga berimbang.. yeah i know. klo cinta itu ga mengharapkan apapun.., tapi klo <span style="color:#cc0000;">CINTA DIBALAS DUSTA</span> (hahahaha.., nyontek judul lagunya Audy).. siapa yang mau siy... ternyata dy selingkuh ma banyak cewe n salah satunya anak kantor gw yg satu divisi juga ma dy.., huuuuu sakitnya hati ini..., n dy juga mutusin gw sepihak tanpa ada pembelaan dari gw.., pokonya sedih dech..<br />tapi.. abis kita putus, kita masih sering jalan..., gw sey masih berharap...kita bisa balikan...<br />tapi tepatnya di hari ulang tahun gw kemaren (16 agustus), gw tau smua..., gw tau dy selingkuh yaaa pas ulang taun gw, n yg the worst ever, he badmouthing me behind my back.., dy bilang k org2 gw tuch ngeFANS ma dy abis, gw tuch nangis2 minta bali, gw tuch ga penting... wwaaaa pokonya parah dech.. sakit rasanya..<br />tapi mang dasarnya gw <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">BEGO!!!!,</span></strong> gw masih sayang loh ma dy.. masih ngarepin dy berubah, masih cinta ma dy, masih nangis tiap malem mikirin dy..., huuuu pathetic bgt dech pokonya.....<br />pokonya gw ga percaya <strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">LOVE EASY COME EASY GO</span></strong>..., malah rasa gw ma dy tambah dalem bukannya pergi....<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />Oktober 2008<br /><br />fuuufuuu, gw dah ga sekantor ma Mr X.., tapi gw masih inget ma dy.., sedih bgt dech..<br />suatu saat.., gw barengan ma cowo ini, kita sebut aja Mr Z.., Mr Z dah gw tau dari dulu, gw kenal dari dulu.., cuma gw ga pernah kepikirin bwt ngecengin dy, bwt suka ma dy.., gw cuma pikir yaaaa dy hebat, dy manis.., cuma segitu aja.., di mata gw cuma ada si Mr X doank..<br />balik lagi k Mr Z yaaa, nah.., abis gw barengan ma Mr Z ko gw ngerasa gw cocok ya ma dy..., dalam smua hal.., pokonya gw ma dy nyambung abiiis, wiii seneng bgt..., abis itu tiba2 jreeeeengk.., rasa gw k Mr X ilang geto aja..., rasa gw langsung ganti bwt Mr Z?????<br />huuuuu, baru gw sadar apa ini yg di namain <strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">LOVE EASY COME EASY GO..????</span></strong><br />gw sendiri aja heran.., ko bisa THAT FAST???? is it love or just another crush??? gw masih questioning my self.., tapi yg gw tau pasti.., rasa gw dah ilang bwt Mr X., tau ga padahal hari kemarennya gw masih suka ma dy, ma Mr X...<br />ko bisa yaaaaa<br />huhuhu.., jadi kata2 <strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">LOVE EASY COME EASY GO</span></strong> itu terjadi di saat kita menemukan someone new yaaaa....Absolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-589793553494859785.post-31116589962364280702008-11-04T03:27:00.000-08:002008-11-04T03:35:12.220-08:00Lagu yg lagi gw sering nyanyiin...Huaaaa, ga tau knapa, gw lagi suka ni lagu, hemph mungkin karena lagi sama ma hati gw kali yaaa, hehehehee<br /><br />~*CRUSH*~<br />(david archuleta)<br /><br /><br />I hung up the phone tonight<br />Something happened for the first time deep inside<br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">It was a rush, what a rush'</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Cause the possibility</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">That you would ever feel the same way about me</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">It's just too much, just too much</span><br />Why do I keep running from the truth?<br />All I ever think about is you<br />You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized<br />And I've just got to know<br />Do you ever think when you're all alone<br />All that we can be, where this thing can go?<br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Am I crazy or falling in love?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Is it real or just another crush?</span><br />Do you catch a breath when I look at you?<br />Are you holding back like the way I do?'<br />Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away<br />But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy<br />Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy<br />Has it ever crossed your mind<br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Is there more, is there more?</span><br />See it's a chance we've gotta take<br />'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will lastLast forever, forever<br />Do you ever think when you're all alone<br />All that we can be, where this thing can go?<br />Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?<br />Do you catch a breath when I look at you?<br />Are you holding back like the way I do?<br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy</span><br />Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy<br />Why do I keep running from the truth?<br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">All I ever think about is you</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized</span><br />And I've just got to know<br />Do you ever think when you're all alone<br />All that we can be, where this thing can go?<br />Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?<br />Do you catch a breath when I look at you?<br />Are you holding back like the way I do?<br />'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away<br />But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy<br />This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy<br />Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy<br />Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy<br />Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayyAbsolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-589793553494859785.post-23904858267603638082008-11-04T03:16:00.000-08:002008-11-04T03:19:17.090-08:00i hate this cycle.....Huaaa, blom apa2 udah curhat.., tapi mang niatnya geto sey.., hehehehe<br />gw bikin ni blog bwt curhat colongan ;p<br />hemph......, hate this cycle... yup gw BT ma siklus cinta (suit suit....) yg gw alamin...<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><br />i've been there<br />she has been there<br />and her friend also<br />yup.., with different actor<br />BT ga sey.., BT kan...?Absolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-589793553494859785.post-34928751896231884462008-11-04T03:14:00.000-08:002008-11-04T03:15:57.829-08:00my first timeFufufufu..., akhirnya gw bikin blog juga di blogspot!!!<br />huhuhu, pengennya sey dari dulu.., tapi apa daya.., gaptek niy....<br />huaaaa mudah2an gw bisa maintain ni blog yaaaa<br />see yaa on next entry.. ;pAbsolutely Pika Pikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11856674582614034067noreply@blogger.com0